we are down to 6 weeks till d-day

we are down to the 6 week mark to d-day 38 days woohoo... i am so excited that we are getting so close now. i can't wait to see my baby girl to hold her i just can't wait... i have her carseat now i feel much better about but i still need to get a bassinet or a pack n play. i think i have pretty much everything i need for her now just little items that i could get a list to people but other than that i have outfits for the hospital and hats and the baby book which is the most important things...

50 days to go

we are down to 50 days i can't believe it where has the time gone. today i go to the doctor and have everything checked out also i have a stress test. i hope i gained a little weight because i lost weight the last few weeks... but she has been kicking and moving around alot she loves to kick my ribs to the point it hurts... she has been head down now since 28weeks so she is ready and rearing to go its just the matter of when she makes her world debut... i still need a few items for her that i am hoping to be getting at some point i am really hoping that i get a baby shower... but right now i am so sure what is going on.

i don't know how much more i have

i don't know how much more i have been having contractions left and right and today i barely could get out of bed it hurt to walk and stand i just don't think i don't have much time left... i think keira wants to come soon to let me know that things are going to be ok. i can't wait to meet this little precious princess. my heart is telling me she is going to look very much like her older sister emmah. i just hope we get everything we need for her before she gets here.

things have been a little hectic

things have been a little hectic here at home lately... well daddy has been gone none for over two weeks and the kids have been effected by this emensly.... gabby hasn't been sleeping much she has been getting up around 4am and coming out to the living room and crashing on the couch. connor has been getting more angry lately about anything and everything... i am so worried about the kids. how all this is effecting them mentally and emotionally.

more updates on the kids

well being back in school the kids are fighting to go i think they had way too much in florida they are still talking about it. gabby has been pretty good at school she has been a big eater even though it doesn't show with her skinny little body lol. connor well he and me having been butting heads alot of it is because of the adhd he is still doing pretty well at school.... but when he is home he is fighting with me. the baby is doing good. she only has 9 more weeks to go we can't wait the kids are excited that baby sister is almost here.

updates on everyone in the new year

happy 2009.... well last go through the first 9 days of 2009... well on december 30th. i was put in the hospital because of an ultrasound that showed cord flow restrictions... so i spent a week in the hospital we thought at one point that we were going to have to deliver the baby. and other points we thought i was going to end up being in there till she was born which they were going to try to get me to full term. everything checked out normal and on monday this week i was sent home. with limited activity.

the kids had a great time in disney world. they went three different times and had a blast each time. they came home on the second of this month.

my baby girl is growing up

my baby girl is growing up so much she just started her first day of school. i was almost in tears when she told me bye mommy... she had a great day of school she told me she can't wait to go back tomorrow.